Tick Tock.

Pfft. I don't feel like writing that's why.
It's not like anyone will read this but at least I could let it out.

*sigh*

Remember my last post about there's a friend of mine? Yeah. I'm not bitching or anything, I'm just gonna write what I think.

I have a friend. She's pretty, wait no, beautiful. She said so herself, no doubt in that. I mean, it's good cuz she has the confident and all. Apart from the problems she rants, she was blessed with good wits, charms, talents and I think she was born in a good family too. They're rich I think.

All the boys would like obey her. In my opinion.

What annoys me is that my conscious towards her. I'm trying to be positive minded type of person here but everytime I tried, I failed.

Dark clouds conquered my train of thoughts.

Blergh.

My conscious said that everything that I do, somehow, this girl would do to. I don't know, maybe its coincidence but my mind is on the opposite side. Or maybe it's the devil that brain washed me.

At times I feel as if she's trying to take control of me. I hate that. The way she looked at me as if I'm a little kid that needs guidance. Well, I do act like a kid sometimes, but that doesn't mean I am one. I can think for myself thank you very much.

It's like we have different perceptions over things and she wants to prove that she's right.

So now, I think that I'm drifting away from her. I feel sorry for that. I left her without any words. I get sick sometimes too, with the way she is.

Maybe it's just me.
Maybe I'm becoming anti-social.

Stick.

Point blank and its one a.m.
Thoughts are clouding my mind. What exactly? Something that made me feel resentful. Maybe its because I put my trust on someone too quickly. To quick before I could even finish saying "Say cheese~". See how sad it is?

Pffft.

There is this friend. Its not that I grew to hate her or what but I can feel something, like dark clouds when I have a thought about her. It saddens me sometimes. Maybe I shall I write what I actually feel on the next post? Maybe tomorrow though. I have a test tomorrow.

I should really be studying but instead I chose to waste my time over-thinking about this which actually takes me no where and so I decided to write it out, in hopes that I can clear my mind from this and so that I can live peacefully.

Till then,
Ja-ne~~~

That First Greeting.

Hello.
A shout out to everyone from this virtual world.
Sad eh?
Well that's the truth.